My dear sweet sisters …

Hope you all would have enjoyed first part of my enfem visit of Vrindavan. I am happy to feed you with the description on continuation of my journey to Haridwar.

I reached Haridwar in the early morning of Monday the 21st Sept. Hired a cycle rickshaw from the bus stand and told him to take to a good hotel with A.C. rooms on the banks of river Ganga, but not far off from the main ghat known as Har ki Pouri. He dropped me in front of a reasonably good hotel. I went to the receptionist and asked for a room. On seeing me the receptionist asked whether I am alone. When I said yes, he refused to accommodate as they had many varied experiences in allotting room to single persons, especially a female. More over they have directions from the local police authorities not to allow single occupants for obvious reasons.

I met the Hotel Manager, who reached there by that time, and told him that I am a perfect male with reputed back ground. Also told him that I am in female mode, since I had been in Sakhi Bhawa and coming from Vrindawan to perform puja and offer food to Brahmins. With little difficulty, I was able to convince him and got allotted a room for 24 hours. The room rent was tremendously high. It was shown as 1800/- in the hotel brochure but got finalized at Rs.1500/- for 24 hrs.

I asked him to arrange the services of a Panda (Priest) who can take care of my requirements to perform rituals there. He had summoned two Pandas to the reception and introduced me to them telling that I am a perfect male in female mode as I belong to Sakhi Bhawa. I told them to arrange for the rituals before and after the dip at har ki pouri, and also arrangements for supply of food for eleven pandas. They have happily agreed to my request and told me to get ready.

The picture is taken by a hotel employee during my conversation with the pandas at the hotel reception.

I gathered dress for changing after bath in a bag, a shower cap to save my wig from being spoiled in water, a big shawl to cover my body while changing clothes at Ghat and my purse, then moved with Pandas to reach the Ghat. The picture below is shot by one of the Pandas on my way to the main Ghat on the opposite side.

We reached the main ghat, performed puja and rituals. Entrusting my belongings to the Panda, I enjoyed a series of dips as "Sunita" in the holy river Ganga along with other females taking bath thereat (Sorry no pics as photo shoots prohibited in ladies bathing ghat).

By that time rain started showering and all started running towards shelters. As a result, the ladies changing room become crowded; hence I took shelter in another covered area with few ladies for changing wet cloths.

I got covered myself with the shawl I carried, then removed wet clothes one by one. I took proper care that my breast forms do not fall in open sight of other ladies. I managed to put them below other clothes, changed bra and put breast forms at proper place in bra. I preferred to change into a Salwar Suit as it is easy to wear instead of sari. I noticed that even after wearing a shower cap, my wig got wet. But it gave me a real look of hairs of a lady coming out after bath.

An interesting thing happened at that moment was a newly married girl approached me for help to change her wet clothes, holding her sari as a curtain till her change into new dress. (It was great moment that I felt proud of being accepted as a genetic female). But I politely refused her request as my inner conscious did not allow for it. Also the Panda was looking towards me, who knew that I am a genetic male and I should keep my decency. But I have arranged with another lady standing there to help the girl.

Right Side pic is taken by the Panda after my changing into new dress. I felt great, without any makeup, as I looked and felt just like another genetic lady on the Ghat.

By that time, I got the services of one professional photographer on Ghat to capture pics in my camera on payment of Rs.100/-. Some pics are reproduced below.

After performing puja and rituals at the Ghat, it is time to offer food to invited Pandas plus two who arranged my performance of the rituals. The pandas (Brahmins) were told that I am a perfect male in female attire and a member of Sakhi Bhawa from Vrindawan. Then only they agreed to accept food and dakshina (money) from the hands of Sunita.

Another funny happening was, when I offered dakshina to them after food, even after knowing well that I am a male, some of the Pandas blessed me telling "Dodhon Nahaao, Pooton Falo" (bath in milk and give birth to male children - Sons). Hahahaha……, I don't know how it is possible for me to give birth to children. But any way, it was another great experience of emotions, and there are no proper words to explain my feelings and above all the pleasure I derived during that occasion.

I offered adequate dakshina to both the pandas for helping me to perform the rituals. They both are very happy with me and told to keep coming. They gave me their mobile number and told me to inform them in advance so that they will arrange all the required things, including proper stay.

After disposing them I went to a good hotel, had my lunch and returned back to my hotel room. At my request Hotel Manager arranged me, a single seat accommodation in the front in a semi sleeper deluxe bus for my return to Jaipur on that night.

After a short rest, I had a hot water bath and changed into male mode. Then did my packing of luggage to leave for Jaipur. After checked out from the hotel went to Bus Stand to board the bus. Hotel Manager was kind enough to send a hotel boy up to Bus Stand to carry my luggage and also to show me the right place where the Bus was parked. I left Haridwar by late evening with a lot of unforgettable memories of my cd life.

Though this is little long, still I wanted to share my experiences with you all, so that you can also try to explore more possibilities like this in your cd life.

Love and sweet kisses

Sunitapink

P.S. : One strange incident happened on my coming back to my native. For me it is a miracle which goes like this:

At Vrindawan I was in a red sari on the first day and in yellow sari on the second day. The pictures shot in those dresses, I checked during my stay at Vrindavan and was very much in the memory card of my camera. On reaching Jaipur when I started downloading them from camera to PC, I found them MISSING. All those missing pics are when I was in sakhi bhava. How did it happen? I could not find any answer to it. Whatever you may think, I think that it is a matter of merging deep in what you feel yourself and not just dressing and looking beautiful. My Lord Krishna and Radhaarani might have not allowed it to share with others.

JAI SHRI RADHEY KRISHNA

The picture of Astha Sakhi temple deity is reproduced below