SUNITA PINK ! - The person who loves. . . soft touch of silk and satin on them. . . wearing female dresses and enjoy feelings... to be a woman and live like a woman

YES, I AM A CROSSDRESSER AND I AM PROUD OF IT.

GOD, that grate LORD created me as a woman soule but in a man's body. He gave me a chance to enjoy two lives in a single life span. WHO I AM TO QUESTION HIM, HOW HE MADE ME SO. I am rather greatful to him for his kindness showered on me.

I was born as a male child in a middle class family, the second male child to my parents. Since my birth, I think, my mom loved me as a female child and like many others, I must have been dressed as a baby girl by my mom in my infancy.

I just remember, my ears were pearced and I use to wear pink stone studs in my ears. When I was of 11 only, my mom left us. God called her back leaving me alone, a motherless child with my two younger sisters. My elder brother was shifted to my maternal uncle's home and as such I became the eldest in of my two sisters AND here from now my crossdressing started.

I remember, in the late night in my bed I use to wear any of the clothes of my mom and weaping in her memories passed many a nights.......slowly my pession for female clothes took over me & whenever or wherever I found the chance I used to wear female clothes or just hide my self covering a saree all around me.

Till I became self-dependent (in my age of just 18 only I started earning . I did my Graduation when I was 17 only. Yes, it is true) my crossdressing was without any make-up or accessories excepting for few days. Those few days will ever remain in my memory when I was forced to remain in female clothes with all makeup and accessories, ornaments etc., like a genetic girl. Since I started earning, I started buying some accessories like bindi, kajal, bengals, but every time after using these for very few days, my sisters use to take away them whenever they visited my room and I was forced to give them these items telling that I bought these for them only, in reply to the querries why I am having ladies items with me. So, every now and then I use to buy some ladies items and slowly got perfection in buying ladies clothes even. hi, till today, I use to purchase sarees for my wife....and my wife says that I am more perfect then her in wearing saree and makeup.

Yes, I got married soon after I shifted to another better job leaving previous one and there was a break in my regular dressing. It took years together to have the courage, plan the things and adopting different pleas to tell her about my dressing interest......but like any other indian women, she could never accept me dressed as a woman.

HOW MY CROSSDRESS BEGIN AFTER MY MARRIAGE

I remember those days when whole of my family peace was disturbed and for some period I totally stopped my dressing activities and the things became to normal. Then one fine day I found that my wife was very keen in showing her hand to one palmist who by chance came to our house. He was crowded by many male and female members of the families residing in our building. My wife was one of them waiting for her turn. On that evening I told her that I know a very good palmist, a renowned one and that he is comming to our city very shortly. I will call him to our house and he will correctly forcast the future. She immediately agreed to it. we wanted another male child to fill the gap. Our family doctor told me that after some time when my wife will turn normal with the time passes, she will definitely conveive. I was sure that it is a time factor only. The other day I approached a palmist staying in a hotel in our city and was giving advertisements about his palmistry. I gave him 50 rupeess to predict about my future.

Then during our talks I cleverly gave him reference of one renowned palmist and told him that recently I showed my palms and my horoscope to that astrologer. That astrologer told me to act in some special way to have a male child at the earliest. The palmist before me became cuurious and asked me about that special way. I hesitently told that I have been advised to have sex with my wife on some fixed days with me acting as a female in full female dress and makeup and my wife may remain in her normal. Since the reference was of a famous palmist/astrologer, the palmist before me immediately agreed noding his head in confirmation and supported to do what was advised to me earlier. I thanked him and paid him another 50 rupees and requested him to visit my house to read the hands of my wife also and tell her what he has just confirmed to me. I added that he will be paid handsomely for his visit.

Next day, that palmist came to our house, started boasting about him by showing many news paper cuttings about his great predictions. My wife and others assembled there were impressed as I also supported him. Then while examining palms of my wife, he sent others out telling that he was going to predict some confidential things to me and my wife.

Then we three remained in the room and he just started repeating what I desired of him, in his own way. He was constently looking towards me My wife initially protesgted that how it can be possible but the palmist convinced her telling her some stories and at last my wife agreed to try the trick for want of a male child. She gave 50 rupees to thepalmist.On the way back to say a bye to the palmist I paid 100 rupees more and requesgted him that afgter 3-4 days he should make a phone call to me and remind my wife to act as he predicted. He immediately agree and actually after 2 days only he just reminded my wife to act that way if she wanted a male child soon.

This is how I could start my dressing again but this time with a lot of requests from my wife and agreeing to it on my own terms and conditions to fulfill my dressing pleasure as I wish and to make some purchasing for preparing myself. After waiting for another few months she concieved and fortunately we got a male child. The only child of us who is now of 20 yrs. Slowly my dressing became acceptable to my wife but it is still that for most of the days I dressup and stay in my bed room and my wife in another room with the plea to take care of our son. Only once or twice a week she used to sleep with me. Still there are very rare occassions when we enjoy sex when I am dressed otherwise for most of the turns, she like to enjoy sex in normal. This is how my crossdressing became acceptable to my wife.

There was one more turn when our son completed his 16 years and my wife again started telling me that now where is the use of my dressing and now I should stop that as I myself have completed 44and we do not need another child. The trouble started but this time in a very mild way.And once again I started analysing the various thoughts to find the finest way to get my wife agreed and make my dressing acceptable to her for ever.

I WILL TELL YOU, HOW I COULD GOT MY WIFE AGREED AGAIN BUT THIS TIME FOR EVER BUT NOW IS THE TIME FOR ME DRESSUP ....................

I AM DRESSED NOW and I am remembering the days of my teenage. The days when I was forced to live as a sweet girl for 3 complete day and nights. I think, this is the place and time where I should tell you that episode of my life....

Info / Bio / Stats

Age : (you guess) no prizes

Height : 5' Feet 8" Inches

Shoe size : 9

Location : 'Jaipur' - The Pink City , Rajasthan, India.

Status : Married

Gender : Female in the internet

Cd History : over 20 years

Hair: Black, Turning to Gray

Size: dress: 38/40; pants: 38 Bra : 36 B

Star sign:

Weight: 170pounds/80kg

Why do I dress : Its My Fantasy, Pleasure & Passion - Well the feel of the clothes must come first women's clothes in case you have not noticed make you walk differently move with more grace and make you feel more aware of all your body.

My interests : CD, Shopping, Taking Photos & Travelling.

Likes: Good Food; Classical Music and Good Books such as court room drama, horror, ghost stories, certain Sci-Fi and sometimes biographies.

Dislikes: Rude People; Men with no manners and Men who behave badly to Women; Bad Food; Drugs. I suppose there're a lot more under this topic.

Orientation : I am a female by my heart and soul as such I feel my category as a Female. My sexual orientation is Heterosexual. My dressing is my passion and there is no sexuality induldge in my dressing passion. Although I can be a pretty girl, I still love natural pretty girls.

Turn on's: Feeling Feminine, Looking Pretty, wearing beautiful Sarees, lingerie, dresses, and Shoes/Sandalsb - Turn on not as in sexually turned on but sensually. I'm going to try to attach a photo of me as well.

Turn off's: Women not elegantly dressed, people who don't care about their appearance, women behaving unladylike, men behaving in an ungentlemanly manner.